1st Place
I Was Bathed in These Stars
Author: Rain Elizabeth Santistevan
I was bathed in these stars—in the fire—in the art Right when I began I went swimming
in the dark
That surrounded them and tore their light apart
Even then—way back when
I was swallowed by their light
I was floating in the night and skipping sparks
I was held—warm and still—Santa Fe—holy hills
I beheld a flame that fell from the sky it died until
I reached out a minor hand and I saved it from the kill
In my palm—it burned on
As we gathered on the bridge
In that midnight pilgrimage I was distilled
Swirls of life and light and leaves ignite and die
Sudden doors and roads and window panes
Coffee cups and candle light
Aspen grey and birds at night
Still you burn above me as I fade
And I am bathed from afar—in a clock made of stars
Turning time—gears and rhymes—memories of everything
And an ancient fire burning in a forest stark
Works of hands—golden bands
Draw a sketch and fight to sing
The lines alight in learning—better for the dark
Swirls of tastes and fights and songs ignite and die
Sullen snow then flowers that seem to pray
Brand new sheets and rainy days
Playing in an autumn haze
Still you burn above me as I fade
Then I am bathed by a hand—I have yet to
understand
Just a touch—not too much—distant scent of
everything
Like an ancient water dancing through the
forest dark
Many ghosts—perfect hosts
Spices lifting on a breeze
Like a symphony of trees out playing in a park
Gypsy face—full of grace—in the blood
faith is traced
Back to when I began that strange swimming in
the dark
That surrounded us and tore our light apart
In my palm we burn on
We are gathered on the bridge
In a midnight pilgrimage back to the start
Rain Elizabeth Santistevan, aka Rain E Day is a local singer-songwriter and artist who was born and raised in Santa Fe. The music she writes for her band A Rainy Day & The Poetree is a melodic piano-based mix of “almost ragtime,” folk, cabaret and indie rock—with the main focus being on the poetry of the lyrics. She spent time in the early 1990s in Seattle, Wash., both working in a rock band and creating “happy art” for greeting cards, until returning to Santa Fe to pursue a graphic design degree and raise her son with the help of a tight-knit family. She received her first degree in graphic design and is currently attending SFUAD in pursuit of her BFA.
2nd Place
Members of the Sky, Edges of the Earth
Author: By Emmaly Wiederholt
It’s cool out
Rain falls
Bawls
Effervescently
Feathers flying down
Down
Down
Into eroded soil
Soaked
Oozing
Permeated
Pressed into mud
A soft thud
Like a whisper
Like a reason for going to sleep
To keep
Dreaming
Dozed
Dazed
Crazed
Let go
A turn of hand
A secret cry
A change of mind
A time for listening
To reason
To internal rhyme
Rapping on the earth
A time for stopping
To soak
To seep
To sully
With wetness
Sweet wetness
Always dripping
Dropping
Dropped
Let go
Bruised
Burst
Ripping at the seams
Rapping at the roof
Aloof
Smooth
Down earth’s throat
A coat
Concealing bones
Dew
Dreams
Desires
Drained clouds
Dripping cold
It’s cool out
Coyotes’ other worldly howl
Freezes
Suspends me
All the things that can’t be seen but make themselves known in other ways
These things determine
Definition
The energy of a room
The likelihood of an event to happen
The temperature of a
human interaction
For my part, I rejoice in their howl
It reminds me
The edges
Still exist
Rain streaks across the cracked windshield
I peer through the little hole
The ineffectual wipers make
And drive on
Later the wind picks up
And buffets the car
The full moon must be rising
Somewhere
Fat yellow light
Fat wet streaks
Fat juicy steaks for dinner
My stomach mildly rumbles
From here to there to nowhere
I can only fall up
Into deep fishy blue
Into sparkling black
Into fire
Sounds chase me
Breath escapes me
Hills rise
Stars rise
Smoke rises
Embers
Members of the sky
Burning
Floating
Into ashes
Into dusk
Into dust
Emmaly Wiederholt is a dancer, hiker, biker, writer, editor, poet and journalist. She received her MA in arts journalism from the University of Southern California and has trained in ballet at University of Utah and San Francisco Conservatory of Dance. She is a founding member of Malinda LaVelle’s dance theater company, Project Thrust. She is a native New Mexican currently based in Santa Fe.
3rd Place
Pencil on Paper
Author: Willie Brown
Don’t confuse luck with God, he writes quick, perhaps too quick,
the pencil scratching his curlicue words across blue-ruled white paper,
Don’t confuse God with luck, he writes next, reflecting,
trying out several texts like new shoes at the mall
Greatness comes to those who are patient, or to those who wait,
or to those who persevere, or to those who appear, on television—
he just can’t commit, rummaging ravenously through the large trunk,
that familiar trunk plunked firmly in a dark corner of the attic of his mind
Ants have now entered the debate and are devouring crumbs left behind
They are Susan’s crumbs, therefore they are Susan’s ants,
She is off to her ballet class, wearing white tights and a gauzy pink top,
white being her favorite color, pink being a strong yet delicate second
Even the cake she was eating was white, slickened smooth with white frosting,
that’s how he first came to notice the wriggly ants nibbling the white crumbs
They are definitely Susan’s ants,
she being the slob and he being the neat one,
which makes them like Jack Sprat and his fussy wife—
Or was this the day that Susan rode the Pinto, her Indian paint?
Peace-Paint he hopes ‘cause if she’s now on the trail,
then one of them later will suffer rider’s cramp
He still can’t decide if God is luck or if luck is God
but concludes that “It is written” makes no sense, maybe is messianic, or
narcissistic: he writes what he writes, and those before wrote what they wrote,
chiseling eyes and cats and Ankhs deep into tombs for ever,
as though their spirits could one day rise up and hug you as their mommy
Did Renoir really use a bright red wagon to wheel his paints through Paris?
or did he fear some would view that image of him as far too abstract?
A person with multiple personalities might succeed as a ventriloquist
but in no event should there ever be trust in a wolf who cried boy—
He still can’t decide if luck is God or God is luck, or if luck be a lady,
but stares at the messy crumbs, and is sure those are Susan’s angst—
Willie Brown is “a lifelong serious reader of primarily fiction” and a college English major, he writes. He works in “a professional field now” and is a former college teacher who did a stint in the military.
Meet the Judges
Mary Wolf, Fiction
Mary Wolf co-owns Collected Works Bookstore & Coffeehouse in downtown Santa Fe with her mom Dorothy Massey. An avid reader, hiker and horseback rider, she earned her bachelor’s in creative writing at Pomona College.
James McGrath Morris, Personal Essay
James McGrath Morris is an author, columnist, and radio show host who lives in Tesuque. His books include Pulitzer: A Life in Politics, Print, and Power and the upcoming Eye on the Struggle: Ethel Payne, the First Lady of the Black Press.
Valerie Martínez, Poetry
Valerie Martínez is a poet, teacher, translator, playwright, librettist, editor and collaborative artist who descends from Pueblo, Diné and Hispanic ancestors in the Southwest US. She was the poet laureate for Santa Fe from 2008 to 2010.
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